Dear Oh,

Your manner to me is doubted. I simply dislike the way you think that every single tenderness from me really can disrupt your focus on finding a job. Actually, there is no such thing that relating with other people totally pull you out from reality.

Honey, I obviously have the same aim, basic goal, with you. What am I to destruct your hope of success?? I do hope for your job, too. I know that will be your bullet to ask for my hand, someday. But you’re like in a big stress, just get relax. Remember, God’s time is different from ours. HE will make everything settles in time, but you couldn’t know when. All and at once, you may get anything happened.
The essential art of life–especially in your stage of life at the moment–is to wait and see.
Look at the birds outside. They nor reap nor gather, but your Heavenly Father nurtures them. Aren’t you not of more value than they?

I know this is not as simple as I may think, but I just try to cheer you up. Your anxiety, sadness, and sorrow influences me too. You are me and I am you, we are one soul divided into two bodies. How could I be fine when you are unwell?? It is too high for me to be a light on your pathway, since many dark sides of me are still unveiled. But I will be your wings when you need to fly and a holding hand friend when you need to walk. Just let me know that you accept me in your life, then we can start the journey together.

I also apologize of my doubt of you. Love is irresistible, but to be loving requires more than a passion. Maybe I need to be more patient to overcome this circumstance. But in every single step, every sob, every tear, every smile, every cheer, remember that…i love you.

Love,
Nonik Langit

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