For My Sanctuary

Dear Oh,

Your manner to me is doubted. I simply dislike the way you think that every single tenderness from me really can disrupt your focus on finding a job. Actually, there is no such thing that relating with other people totally pull you out from reality.

Honey, I obviously have the same aim, basic goal, with you. What am I to destruct your hope of success?? I do hope for your job, too. I know that will be your bullet to ask for my hand, someday. But you’re like in a big stress, just get relax. Remember, God’s time is different from ours. HE will make everything settles in time, but you couldn’t know when. All and at once, you may get anything happened.
The essential art of life–especially in your stage of life at the moment–is to wait and see.
Look at the birds outside. They nor reap nor gather, but your Heavenly Father nurtures them. Aren’t you not of more value than they?

I know this is not as simple as I may think, but I just try to cheer you up. Your anxiety, sadness, and sorrow influences me too. You are me and I am you, we are one soul divided into two bodies. How could I be fine when you are unwell?? It is too high for me to be a light on your pathway, since many dark sides of me are still unveiled. But I will be your wings when you need to fly and a holding hand friend when you need to walk. Just let me know that you accept me in your life, then we can start the journey together.

I also apologize of my doubt of you. Love is irresistible, but to be loving requires more than a passion. Maybe I need to be more patient to overcome this circumstance. But in every single step, every sob, every tear, every smile, every cheer, remember that…i love you.

Love,
Nonik Langit

Komputer Nge-Freeze

Tidaaak…lagi-lagi…waktu buat email, penting nih padahal…hikz2

Perantauan EDMAT ke Malay

Wekekekekeke…akhirnya seperti pelangi sehabis hujan, datanglah anugerah yang dinantikan.
Tanggal 6-15 desember 2009 ntar aku n 19 delegasi Indonesia dari Fakultas Teknik Undip mau ikutan training EDMAT di Universiti Malaya, Malaysia, lebih jelasnya googling aja cari EDMAT 32 gitu. Nah, seperti biasa orang mau berangkat luar negeri, jauh2, sibuk ngurus paspor, registrasi, dll, n materi. Di sana tuh, sepahamku, kayak LDO gitu, ada workshop, training motivasi, outbound, games, dll. N yang pasti serunya bisa sharing2 dgn sesama engineering student luar gitu, kan asik banget. Trus tuker informasi, make acquaintance, jalan2 ke tourism spots, n blanja2 hehe (kalo cukup ringgitnya). Blum2 dah pada bwt list oleh2 lagi…dasar mahasiswa hehehe…
Masih bingung, di sana sempet konek ol ga ya, kalo ya kan lumayan sempet ngeblog n twitteran juga. Just make the best of my english pronunciation. Malaysia, as a commonwealth, use British english, rite, not American english? Practically, there are few differences between them, but I try to use the American since the participants are from Asia Pacific.
Malaysia, here I come….
God, protect us. We’re foreigners.

The 5th Scholarship I Applied

…is Toyota-Astra scholarship. Aku dah pasrah nggak taulah gimana hasilnya nanti, yang penting semangat. Kalo Tuhan mengizinkan, yah rejeki nggak akan ke mana kan?

Digigit Tikus…Auw!

Kejadiannya sih Rabu, 30 Oktober 2009 kemarin. Waktu di kos, pada nongkrong rame2 trus ada tikus kecil, klo gak salah disebut curut. Eh pada minta aku nyingkirin, ya udah deh disingkirin. Pake engkrak ditutupkan ke badannya si tikus, n waktu dy dah gak bisa lari, langsung aku tangkep badannya. Eh waktu lagi mikir mau dibuang ke bawah yang ntar takutnya malah masuk ke rumah bawah n kacau, tau2 tikusnya kroncalan n merosot gitu jadi yang kepegang ekornya. Ya udahlah langsung dia bisa naik2 n gigit telapak tangan bawah jari kelingking gitu. Cuuuussss….bekas dua gigi. Action 1: cuci tangan pake sabun.
Gak ada betadine. Action 2: ke klinik. Dan oleh petugas kesehatannya dibilangin suru ke RS Banyumanik aja karena ga ada injeksinya di klinik. Action 3: ke RS sama Mamah. Dikasi Amoxycillin n antiinflamasi. Habis 66ribu.
Malem pertama (waduuuh…malem pertama) tidur pules gara2 antibiotik n antiinflamasi. Malem kedua bis jalan2 n makan2 jadian temen, koq meriang ya. Kirain lagi ga enak badan bis kena angin malem. Malem ketiga meriang lagi. Sendi2 ngilu2 ga kuat mandi tapi aku paksain mandi, masa mo gak mandi. Trus browsing.
Ternyata penyakit akibat gigitan tikus tuh banyak euy. Salah satunya yang gejalanya heboh demam gitu namanya sodoku.
Nah, di situ dibilangin kalo disebabkan oleh bakteri Streptobacillus moniliformis yang ada di tenggorokan tikus sehat. Kalo leptospirosis ato pes kayanya enggak deh, bis leptospirosis kan dari kencing tikus n pes dari gigitan tikus terinfeksi yang mestinya jarang coz di Tembalang gak ada kasus pes gitu, karena biasanya kan wabah besar black death.
Untungnya dah dikasih antibiotik, jadi aku rada tenang menjalani demam n meriang ini heheh..Yah doakan saja ya pembaca biar gak ada apa2 sama aq. Luv u all, peace. Gbu.